[ There's words not spoken there. Not good at much else other than killing people. And hurting anyone is the last thing he wants to do. His own inadequacy stings the worst, how little he can contribute other than violence and death. Helping animals is one of his lifelines here. Helping in general makes him feel like maybe, one day, he'll feel like he's atoned for his sins. ]
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And I'm not good at much else.
[ There's words not spoken there. Not good at much else other than killing people. And hurting anyone is the last thing he wants to do. His own inadequacy stings the worst, how little he can contribute other than violence and death. Helping animals is one of his lifelines here. Helping in general makes him feel like maybe, one day, he'll feel like he's atoned for his sins. ]