"Here is something you may never hear me say again: I've had enough fun for one day."

More than brothers. Alec said exactly what he'd been thinking. Right up until the moment he found out Alec was actually married. The memory wasn't wrong. But he had to be remembering things wrong. Something was wrong and he knew part of the problem was him.

He just didn't know why or how.

Slowly, he pulled himself away from Alec, glancing around to see if anyone had noticed. He felt out of control and off balanced and he hated it. He was always so sure of things, of himself.