I'm not even sure I understand what that means. Of course I had it. I remember having it.
[Not really. He did, but he didn't. Like the rest of his head, his memories were scattered, broken, and left him with vague connections and emotions. Like the absolute fear that Alec had died and the memory that he had died, but having him here at his side as if they'd always been this way together. No death.
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[Not really. He did, but he didn't. Like the rest of his head, his memories were scattered, broken, and left him with vague connections and emotions. Like the absolute fear that Alec had died and the memory that he had died, but having him here at his side as if they'd always been this way together. No death.
He still had nightmares.]